I broke up with my long-term serious boyfriend a little over a week ago and was surprised at how well I was handling it. I was sitting there, everyday, wondering why I wasn't crying myself to sleep. Then it hit me this weekend and now it sucks beyond the telling of it. I dumped him and told him I still wanted him in my life a week into the break up, but not like it was, maybe just dating and hanging out. I haven't heard from him since and now I feel like absolute pooh. Now, it has dawned on me I may not ever get to spend time with him again and I don't want him out of my life completely (selfish I know). I know I will get over it, I keep telling myself that, but I had forgotten what a broken heart felt like since the last time so many years ago. I just need some encouragement like, "if its meant to be it will be" "you will get past this" etc. etc. etc. Thanks everyone, I know we have all gone through this at some time or another.
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