I think I'm insecure. I'm very aware of my flaws, and I feel ugly on the inside and outside. I always think about how people's characters are, but mine isn't so great either. I'm too caught up in other people's lives, and their flaws, because I have too much time on my hands. I don't have friends really because I'm so shy, so that's why I have a lot of time where I just think and think about people, myself, anything. When I'm busy, I don't think of these things.
I want to be a nice, accepting person, but I feel like I can't accept people, because I always find something wrong.
To become a better person, I figured that I should try to understand people more deeply instead of jumping to conclusions, never be ashamed to be with someone because I'm no worthier than they are, respect people, never sabotage things for others, and I can't really name the rest right now.
I feel like a jealous little loser ******, who is just a big brute.
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