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How do I get rid of these awful dreams?!

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A month ago, my younger sister and I were home alone, and in different rooms. I was playing COD on my computer and she was in her room playing video games.

Suddenly, I heard a scream for help. In reply, I told her I didn't know how to beat the game, and I was busy.

About thirty minutes later, when going to my room to look for my laptop charger, I found her lying on the floor, choking on her own vomit. She had had a seizure. I called 911, and the ambulance came immediately, carrying her away to the hospital. She eventually lied one week late rin a coma.

However, only recently did I realize I found it arousing when I saw her spasming on the floor. I've been having dreams in which she was dying out in front of me, spasming out of control, and I wake up with frantic sweat, sometimes masturbating.

I know it's absolutely appalling for me to say that, I VERY much miss her, and I cry everyday over my inablilty to take action when I needed help. What do I do???

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  1. I don't think you are an awful person. You can't help what arouses you, it's beyond your control. You could try and think of other things before you go to sleep to maybe dream about other things. I mean, I have been turned on by certain things, but don't dream about them every night. I think the reason you continue to dream about it is that you feel you shouldn't. The things I think I shouldn't think about are always on my mind. I think these dreams will go away eventually, if you stop seeing them as such a taboo.


  2. Two minutes ago you were asking us what to do about your daughter dating a "*******", now you expect us to believe you were living at home with your little sister.

    Why can't you trolls master consistency.  

  3. That is just plain F*cked. You need to go get help.  

  4. CHANGE UR MEDS

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