After my doctor diagnosed me with a hormonal disorder and told me that I was greatly at risk for developing high blood pressure, cholesterol, cardiovascular problems, etc. I decided to get in shape!
It has been about 6 weeks and I have lost 32 pounds and I feel great! I still have a lot more to lose unfortunately but, I'm staying strong.
The only problem I have now is disbelief that I actually lost some weight. I step on the scale and see the numbers moving down, I have to wear a belt now because my pants would fall down, but yet I keep thinking I will wake up tomorrow and it will ALL be back.
Has anyone else had this same fear about their shrinking waist size? I am almost scared to give myself a reward (non food related) for the weight loss because I think I am going to jinx myself.
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