First off, I do not do drugs and I get plenty of sleep
Whenever I see a spider, I start hallucinating that they are all over the room... and when I look in where I hallucinate them, they're gone...
I have MASSIVE arachnophobia, so when it's a big spider I start getting a panic attack and start seeing other spiders, and I get dizzy and scared.
Just a while ago, I was playing video games and I saw a spider. I kept my eye on it and went to get the fly swatter. When I returned, it was gone. (it was real, not in my head) And I look all around the room carefully and nervously, and I kept seeing other spiders that weren't really there because they would disappear.
And finally I found the spider, and in my terror, I swatted at it, and it was on the ceiling and I missed and it fell to the ground but I started feeling them all over me! But I don't think it touched me at all!
How do I stop this? I get so scared, I feel like if I could get rid of the spider that starts it all, I'd calm down, but this spider has vanished again, and I'm too afraid to go downstairs.
Plus I keep feeling them all over me and I keep having to swat at myself...
This is most likely just a part of my panic attacks, but are there any tips on how to not hallucinate them...
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