been with my man for over 5 years. lived together for 3.
all round great relationship, i have no real issues with anything, hes pretty much everything i have wanted in a man.
over the last year we have been talking about getting engaged. it started with us having a conversation about it when we had a few drinks, and over the year progressed into him asking for my ring size.
we have had the whole future conversation, what we want, where we want to live, if we want a family, etc etc.
he has told his mother he is going to marry me. he refares to me as his "mrs" or his "better half" when we are around other people.
in a nutshel, i know its coming, but i dont know when. we went on holiday a few weeks ago, and in the back of my mind i was thinking this could be it etc etc.
my question is, how do i stop wondering, when, how, etc?
i love this guy and yes i do want to marry him, but i also want to enjoy the relationship without this being in the back of my mind.
as a side note, i have to add, i almost never bring marriage up so im not forcing the issue at all, in fact its him that will bring it up. i just want to stop wondering when it will happen.
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