am 15 turning 16, and me and my mom gets into physical fights. i understand that i was wrong for behaving that way with her, but i dont know how else to deal with her when she recovering after so many years of getting high, and countinues to still get high here and there, and even threathes me with a glass vase, just because she thinks am about to hit her.
what got me heated was yesterday when she start gosspiing about me, to a famil-friend party of ours. well it actually my sister friends family house. she was talking to the husband and starts tell him how am 15, and never do anything, but am always around the block with guys. (bacially trying to make me look like a ****) am a virgin, had one boyfriend who i went out with for 2 days.
part of me says i should'nt care, it she said to nobody that i need approve from, or that i need to impress. secondly, my consious & my heart is clear, i always stay in your house, and when ever i leave, it to run earns for YOU, or jog, or go to school. I do you chores, not the way you want then, because you want everything perfect.
the other side of me, says be careful with her.She trying to seek revengne now over something she knew who blow in your face( an acs case, which was cause after her using, and she hit me with a bat, one inch aways from hitting my eye.
also, anytime am with her, or even in my own home, i feel like she trying to put the negative attention on me for example, she would always try to make any person who notices me, and make them not get get close to me. it not over protection, because if you cared about my well being outside, then why are you make trouble fo rme.
anythign i say in my house, she would bring to the streets now, ..
am tried of beign the spot of neagtive attention..
she does'nt even apperciate the things i did for her. The last time she hit, she could have gotten her kids away., what do i do? lie again, about the fights we have
am tried of everything.
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4 hours ago
i know i need to talk to her, but she manipulative, and she knows exactly what she doing.
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10 minutes ago
spoiled? right, that explains how i never get anything i ask for, not the things i need.
9 minutes ago
i dont hit her at all, i defend my self, when she ofes a pulls a knife on me.
5 minutes ago
how do i react to the way she the gossip about me..it furstrating because she does'nt even know me, and she is purposely trying to mess up my enviorment..people home, in school, any where.
am anxious all the time with her..it just goes to show that you really dont know you daughter..
am just so pissed right now. ;/
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