I am a proud heterosexual, (love sports, Brazilian models, & shoot 'em up movies), man - and I'm not afraid to say I've had my heart shredded and thrown away like used toilet paper. I've been used by ways of manipulation and selfish intentions. I've been betrayed by my best friend and lover just to satisfy her ego. This person hurt me in a way that is unforgivable. I know this now but didn't know it then. My pride and ego is bruised for life and I just can't let it go. This my own personal h**l right now. I want to know why but we all know I'll never know why. So, how do I.... how can I stop the pain? How do I move on? For all of you divorcees out there, how do you separate yourself from someone you committed yourself to and trusted with your secrets and fears and confided in? What is the process... I guess it's easier for some people but not for me. I don't even recognize myself anymore.
Oh, and that saying... "time heals all wounds"? that's b.s.
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