Me and my girlfriend have been going out for a year and 1 month now. But its not your average normal relationship, i live in England and she lives in Germany. She is German and i am English.
Yes, its VERY hard this long distance relationship thing but we have made it a year and 1 month already.
I am her first boyfriend but she is not my first. She is 21 and i am 23. I can get extreamly jealous but she does not. Sometimes i show it, but other times i keep it held back. But i just CANT get out of my head that she may have found another man and cant tell me or she will find another man in the future.
I think i really show her way to much how much i care for her, but i cant stop this because thats just the type of person i am. I show her alot more than she does, but i accept that.
Then i always seem to get stupid images in my head thinking to myself "what if she is having s*x with these men?"... HOW DO I STOP THESE STUPID THOUGHTS??
Or if she does not txt for a while, i get worried. I feel one day i will push her away and i really dont want that :-(. I also seem to txt her right back after she has txt, should i hold back the txts for an hour or 2? Is there anything i can do to stop this problem i have?
Thanks for any help.
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