I've been writing a story lately and I got to a part where the teenage male protagonist is at home and just killed a man who broke into the house at midnight. Then the male protagonist goes into a trance-like state after the killing. When he comes back to reality he sees his parents dead. Now here is the problem, I've been trying to make it seem really sad but it's just so hard for me and I need some feedback as well as advice so PLEASE ASSIST.
Here's what I've got down.
My father’s body was leaning up against the wall to my right and my mother was about an arm’s length away from him sprawled out on the floor, facing the ceiling.
“MOM!†I shouted, as I rushed to her side.
I fell to my knees and like a helpless infant I tried to shake both of them awake, but it was useless; their stone cold bodies remained lifeless. My gut told me there was nothing I could do to save them and my gut, unfortunately, was never wrong. Although, I knew there was at least one thing left for me to do, I laboriously hoisted my father’s massive figure onto my fragile teenage shoulders and placed him beside my mother. I made them hold hands, interlocking their fingers. I took a seat between them, precisely where their hands met, lifted both their hands to my lips, and with my head bowed in respect, I whispered “Goodbye.†A flurry of tears rushed to my eyes and my bottom lip began to quiver as soon as I said it, but I shut my eyelids tightly and bit down on my lip. One burning tear managed to escape and trickle down my face, elegantly causing the candle to hiss and extinguish.
Tell me what feelings it evokes now, if any, and please supply me with some pointers or something that can be used to make a reader feel any feeling. Thanks.
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