I had a copper IUD inserted, because i did not want to mess around with my hormones. I want to keep my system in its natural state, and it seems very tricky to manipulate my body into thinking its already pregnant or to not create eggs anymore, a kind of lie. However, the IUD insertion was the most painful thing I've ever experienced, and I realized the doctor was inserting a foreign object directly into my uterus, some serious first and second chakra jostling; it was so traumatic i wonder if I have a seriously closed first and second chakra, or if now my chakras will somehow be affected? Also, why was I attracted to such a procedure? I feel like subconsciously perhaps I WANTED to stimulate these chakras somehow? I was shaking and spasming for an hour afterward, almost in a trance state. Im fine now after 3 days, and decided to keep it, but I feel strange having this foreign object in my body. The doctor told me my reaction was quite abnormal, that it is usually a painless procedure.
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