How insane is my life?

Question

So I'm 19 years old aaaaand I like the wiener. Yep, I'm g*y. And it sucks. Honestly who wants to be g*y in today's society? The problem is that I am more attracted to men but prefer straight sexual actions and lifestyle. I know, I'm a weird b*****d. What's even more weird is that I could honestly go without sexual interaction all together. Nobody can really satisfy me but myself. I've considered castration but failed miserable due to my love for masturbation. Haha okay I'm kidding. But really, I wish I was just asexual sometimes. Does anyone understand me?

Answer 1

Eh, being g*y is actually getting easier in today's society. You're attracted to men, but like the straight lifestyle and s*x, seems more like a bi than a g*y orientation, which isn't weird, you just seem veyr out of place with yourself and very uneasy with finding out where you actually stand. Some people are, as was stated, asexual. Some just don't care about s*x until they actually fall for someone. Some like s*x in any way size shape or form. There are lots of different levels of normal in there. If you could go without sexual interaction (aside from you yourself and you) alltogether, then that is a semi asexual lifestyle. Go with that until you get more comfortable with yourself and stop trying to fit yourself in places you aren't soundling like you really understand..

Answer 2

I like the weiner to and yes it sucks....well no actually I suck it =)

be loud & proud about your gayness =)  

Answer 3

noooooo

Answer 4

Um, I can't really relate considering I'm female and straight...but I'm sorry, that sounds like it sucks.

Answer 5

There are people in the world who don't have s*x of any kind. It's more important to be honest, and honorable to love those that you care about.  Don't focus on the negative stuff.  Stop calling yourself names and be who you are.  I'm guessing your young and you have been led to believe that s*x is the be all and end all of what it is to be a man or woman in this world.  It isn't and maturity will help.  Hang in there and learn some self talk that is more positive.