I have been with him since I was 19, and I just turned 24, he is 25. We have been together for about 5 years, and living together now for 1.5 years. We are currently looking into getting a condo together. When we moved in together, it wasn't to try to be together, or some huge decision we both made, it was because his roommate moved out and I offered a place for awhile to crash, and because of money, it made sense to stay living together.
I have asked him many times about marriage, and he responds that he doesn't see the big deal about marriage that I do. He says that because we live together, of course he plans on spending a long time with me. But being married is a non-negotiable thing for me. The other night I finally just told him that at this point in our relationship I have a right to ask "what are you waiting for?!?". Well he said "to get some things done first." Hmm, very vague. I told him that men who give vague answers are doing so because they are avoiding the real question.
Whenever friends or family asks when we are getting married, he always makes some sarcastic comment, like he will say "I dunno, maybe 10 years from now". Or, he will say "if she's lucky enough..." I'm tired of these comments and trying to navigate his responses from how he really feels.
I do love him very much, and I have never felt so comfortable in a relationship. I wish that he would get over whatever issues he has with committment and marriage already, but on the other hand, I am a intelligent, successful woman and I am ready to move on and start my life. It's like the old saying "fish or cut bait!" He keeps saying in a few years, etc., but I don't think I can just live with someone and date them for 7 years without marriage.
I am in law school and he still has several years left to get his undergrad. He says he wants to get his degree first, which I understand the importance of that. But it seems silly to me for us to be together for (at the point of his college graduation) 7 years and living together for 3.5 years with no proposal or marriage.
I guess my question is should I wait that long and give up my entire 20's for something that may or may not happen? Or should I walk unless he committs me to now, which is what I truely want?
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