My father keeps trying to force me to keep the child even though I know someone else could give them a much better life than I could, feeling like he's forcing me has been the cause of a lot of crying the last few days but, my fiance and I are leaning to open adoption and, if we do this, we need to find a way to do it without my family knowing, I really hate to lie to them, especially about something this huge, but it's seeming like the only choice I have to avoid my father ridiculing me for the rest of my life about it the way he ridicules me about having given my first child up for adoption. I feel like he's trying to force me to keep the baby for selfish reasons because oh "the family name" and all that BS.
So, how could we give this child up, if we decide fully that that's the way we are going to go, without my family having to know about it?
I know it sounds cold, but we are going to be living near him and him knowing would cause trouble BIG TIME!
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