I know many people think this is disgusting, wrong, inhuman, and what have you and you may be right. That's not what I'm here to ask, I'm here because this is a fetish I suffer from and I have come to loathe myself for it. I never picked it, I don't even know where it came from but I don't want it anymore and yet it is the only thing that arouses me. I've never acted on this fetish, it has always just been a fantasy but now, to me, it's a complete nightmare, I hate it. If I could just be 'normal' I would feel perhaps just a little better about myself and not have such contempt for myself in other areas of my life. And even if that is not likely, than at least I'll be 'normal,' a 'normal' person that enjoys 'normal' sexual things. This fetish to me is not like something I would change to fit in, to me it's like a bad habit like smoking and I want to get rid of it but it's literally got me by the genitals and I don't know what to do. If anyone has any advice I'd be most appreciative.
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