I am pretty sure ive been suffering from SA for quite a few years now. But i have never told anyone not even my parents. It started not long after i started high school and is getting worse and worse.
I get extremely nervous even walking down to my local shop, I'm constantly going over in my head different scenarios of what could happen why I'm there and what people are thinking about me, I'm paranoid that people are always looking at me. I'll go way out my way to avoid a social scene...i even struggle to open the door to anyone who calls. Like i said it just keeps getting worse...
Ive started college recently and the course I'm on demands good communication skills and presenting to a large groups, which i just don't have. During class or any other social scene i blush, shake, start burning up, my chest hurts I dread everyday i cant talk in front of large groups or even 1 on 1 to people who i don't know, It's like a massive NO in my mind it's making me very depressed, upset, miserable. It's getting so hard for me very soon I'm just going to walk out.. Ive told my parents i hate this course and i want to quit without telling them my problem, They take this course very seriously and i just don't know how to tell them how hard it is for me, i know i can't carry on.
how should i tell my parents about this? my writing skills aren't very
good so it probably doesn't explain that greatly how hard and serious this problem is for me.
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