I'm in college. My guy is teaching at a High School back home. We are 2 hours apart and I am playing basketball and softball at my college so i'm going to be very busy in about a day. We just said good-bye and it will be the last time i see him for a very long time. It was the hardest good-bye i've ever had in my life. I'm still feeling the effects from it and tears still roll every few minutes. Because of the busy schedules we won't see eachother or be able to be alone/together for quite a very long time..
I need something to help me through this all. Basketball hasn't even started yet and it's been stressing me out all week long, and now with this i feel depressed. I love him to absolute death! So I know we are going to work out in the end..but the "end" seems so very far away! I don't know what to do... I really really love him, but i really want to focus all my thoughts about him to basketball/softball when i can to take the pain away from all this but i have no idea how. I've gone to workout a few times to try and change my thoughts, but it doesn't work! my mind always reverts back to him....
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