Ever felt like everything you do, every decision you make is a mistake? I don't know what I could be doing so wrong. I feel like my husband is always screaming and the baby is always crying. But, I really thought I was a good wife and mother. I'm still in school so I know that I'm not bringing home that much money, just what my parents give me. But, they also pay a lot of my bills for me still, including my cell phone and insurance and still give me cash every week. I cook dinner, I clean the house, I am really good in bed..but nothing ever seems enough for Randy, he's still always screaming at me. I take very good care of my son, he has the best of everything, I play with him all day, we go to the park all the time, he used to be such a calm and happy baby, but now all he does is cry. I just don't know what I am doing wrong. I feel like I can't do anything right. I only have one month of nursing school left and then I will be making a lot of money. But, my husband still always says you are gonna be just like your biological mom, just run away and not deal with your responsibilities. But, I am not like her I dont even know her. (The parents I refered to earlier are really my aunt and uncle they raised me) I've never done anything to make him think that, except for about a month I was going out a lot with my friends, but I was pregnant the whole time I was 21 and I just wanted to make up for that. I always made sure the baby was fed and put to bed before I went out though. He just seems so distant, he wont even feed or change the baby I DO EVERYTHING. I just feel like I'm at the end of my rope with everything but I will not be like my biological mother and run away so what do I do?
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