Hi there,
I'm just putting myself out here and asking you guys for your help or opinion.
You see the way i am mentally is messing with me, i've been like this all my life, and I'm wondering if there is anyone else that is like me or if anyone knows what i can do to stop it.
I am a hypochondriac, and it's driving me nuts.
I think my food might be poisoned, even if i make it myself, I'm worried i'm going to have a reaction to foods, ( which i have had) but i also think my mind creates those reactions more than the food!
Sometimes if I'm out at a restaurant i'll suddenly get the weird idea that they have poisoned my food and i wont eat it, i think every ache is an illness, i've been to the eye doctors before for a check up to be told i had Glaucoma, i looked it up on line and totally freaked out for 2 days only to be told after going to an opthamologist that i just have really big natural cups in my eyes and it's nothing, ( there a thousands of these stories) the receptionist at my doctors knows my voice over the phone, but any normal person would just take it as it comes, i can't really dye my hair as i'm scared my head will explode, (kinda) I'm scared of everything and the worst part is is that i know it's all stupid!
I get anxiety all the time, vertigo, i've had blood tests done, ECG, eye scans, everything apart from a CT scan which i'm going to get done anyway .... I'm driving myself insane ... help!!!!
Am i totally looney or is there others like me in this world and has anyone found a cure?
However I"m scared if i stop worrying then something will happen....
see.... any help would be greatly appreciated and please understand i'm really serious.
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