I'd really like some opinions on this please?

Question

Should I leave a note when I bite the bullet? Please don't try to convince me not to do this, as I have made my decision... don't worry, I made this account using false information so there's no chance of someone interveneing.

Also, if you think I should leave a note can you suggest any possible alterations? Here is a rough draft:

Dear Oliver,

I'm addressing this note to you, since you're the only person that's ever really understood me... although of course the others have all tried.

I want you to know that there was nothing you could have done to change my decision, so please don't feel guilty. You've been a great brother to me.

I've been thinking about this for a long time and I came to the decision that it was more of a risk to keep living and hope that things will get better than it it was to die knowing there's a chance they could have done.

9 minutes ago

I hope you can move on from this in time and become happy and sucessful. I've enclosed a CD I made for you of songs I think you'll like - perhaps, sometime in the future, if you think of me you can listen to them and remember.

Give my love to everyone.

I love you always

Answer 1

Everyone faces these emotions that make you just wanna end it.  It's not only you.  Even though you feel like life's never going to get better, it will.  I always tell myself "tomorrow will be another day" and it always was.  You don't wanna do something you regret.  You can't be THIS selfish.  Your brother cares for you and you want to leave him.  If you feel like this is the ONLY way (you can always get help from counselors, therapists) then go ahead, kill yourself.

Answer 2

Comitting suicide is the most selfish you can do. It can absolutely destroy the ones you love who are living- they will suffer for the rest of their lives in guilt knowing that they should have done something and why they didn't do or that. They will never feel a sense of freedom since this incident will always tar their happiness in some way or another. I believe you are suffering with the conditions you have now, I do, but please do get help and medication for them. Try everything it takes to live. Remember life is truly precious- it only takes moments to end it all - then you may regret but u can never get it back. So pls try living...  

Answer 3

your a selfish disgusting little baby grow up no one ever said life would be easy ok we all get down sometimes stop being so dramatic  

Answer 4

hey, we have all felt this way at some point hun.  Take a breather and talk to someone close. Don't be down there is lots in life that is good and you will find your happy place soon dont do anything silly .  x

Answer 5

What happened you that you are so mixed up like this, pet? And what makes you so sure that there isn't help out there for you?

Don't do this to your family, and your brother.  

Answer 6

Well, you have made up your mind, can I just say I wish I had my whole life ahead of me like you COULD have, I had a brain tumour, leaving me deaf , have chronic Heart Failure, and my husband left me after 26yrs of marriage, but I still cherish everyday that I wake up and think about my 2 kids, and 5 grandchildren, & Mum and Dad.

Things are not that bad are they ??

I always think, well there's always someone worse off than me.

And I don't think your a baby, and DO care !

Answer 7

HONESTLY DON'T DO IT!!! THINK ABOUT YOU BROTHER SINCE HE IS THE ONE WHO UNDERSTANDS YOU THE MOST!!! IT WILL HURT HIM INSIDE AND HE MIGHT GO OUT AND DO SOMETHING DRASTIC!!! IT'S REALLY NOT THAT d**n SERIOUS BECAUSE WE'VE ALL HAD THOSE DAYS!!! IT'S CALLED LIFE HONEY AND IT'S A *****!!!

Answer 8

I think Oliver is a good name for a brother. I thought about naming my first son that.  But I didn't.  I named him Samuel. I think about cashing it all in too.  I think about how sad it is, that either you are exactly who you say you are, and you are for real.  Or perhaps you are the opposite, just someone looking for attention.  Either way, I think there just isn't any sense of accountabillity any longer.  I hope things get better for you either way.

Answer 9

Wow

your 16 you have your whole life ahead of you

ive felt like this at times, everybody feels it a some point in there life

don't do it, okay maybe all those things wont go away, but life itself will get better am sure, just think about the person getting this note ? x

Answer 10

Why is it I feel that all of this is a load of c**p and you gonna do nothing about it. Even if you are I think good on you the world could do with one less of a moron.

Grow up.

Answer 11

Please don't do it.

Coming from someone who has lost a relative to suicide, and also my partner has been contemplating it - don't do it.

Suicide is selfish.  It destroys the people left behind that are left to wonder why they didn't see it coming.  We wonder why they didn't reach out for help.

Suicide is a permanant solution to a TEMPORARY problem.  Your anorexia, PTSD and OCD can be overcome.  With the right medication, your bipolar can be managed.  Don't ever think that these things can't be fixed.  Yes it will be a long road to recovery, but if you live to see it you'll be glad you stuck around.

Talk to someone, please.

Answer 12

WHAT ?? to early for that c**p

Answer 13

I have been down so low that i dont see the point in the next day BUT there is always a solution, it will come.

DO NOT DO THIS......... PLEASE.

When you think all else is lost, think about those who will be left behind first. please please please.

My experience was long ago and ive looked back on it since and thought about how stupid i was to consider it. Really.

I am proof that there is always a way.

Dont cop out and give in.

FIGHT and you will see for yourself.

Dont do it please. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Answer 14

If this is true, ring Samaritans helpline.

Answer 15

dont do that  its so immature and everyone has that feeling at time!