I'm 13 and severely distraught and depressed. Help?

Question

No, it's not teen angst. I wish it were something as petty as that.

For a long time, the only thought that would cross my mind would be suicide related or something that has to do with leaving my current lifestyle.

Let me explain: Although I constantly think of suicide, I will probably never commit it. I am Catholic, and too afraid of h**l.

Also, I am very unhappy with my home, family, town, and even state. (I live in the h**l hole that is New Jersey...)

My school is horrible and my parents won't consider transferring me. I want to go to a prep, private or boarding school because the people in my town make me feel sick to my stomach.

On top of all that, my parents hate each other but are too stubborn to divorce! I wish they could see that the longer they stay together, the more it hurts me.

People could classify me as a hyper-prep. But no one can see that I'm dying on the inside.

I'm sick of doing my hair and makeup and I hate my clothes from Hollister and Abercrombie. I wish I could go to school in naked or in my pajamas and not be judged on my appearance...

And even worse, the new school year starts on September 3rd and I don't have a single class with a single person I know. I got moved into a more difficult class level that no one takes. The only people in my classes are s****s and weirdos.

I'm sorry this was so long. I have so much more to say. If you've even read to this point, thank you. I refuse to talk to a school counselour, but I don't mind talking to my mom. (Even though she dosen't consider my feelings at all...)

Please help me. I just want to stop my pain. E-mail me if you need more space.

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Answer 1

You stated you're religious. There is no bigger brainfuck. Once you know this everything should start to clear up for you. Do your own thing even now things look as there is no horizon. Once you're dead there is nothing more left. You're alife that is all that is needed and meanwhile look for realitychecks from people alike. Life can be an adventure!

Answer 2

Christianity. You don't have to tell your parents, but its different than catholicism. Pray, talk to angels, God, jesus, even people in heaven.

I'm notone of those crazy religious people but i'm 17 and Ive had depression since i was 8,and have never Been On antidepressents. Although Thats an option for you too.

On a side note, note: angels are everywhere. like,litteraly, Everywhere.

Answer 3

13...a very difficult age....I,ll bet that your a flower getting ready to bloom...it,s hard...easy for me to say..but you must ignore all the moron,s & make the best of your situation...thing,s will start looking up...believe me...be on guard against the stupid comment,s that the weirdo,s may make...just remember that they're just jealous & have little or no defense when it come,s to a real person with real feeling,s...beside,s ...suicide is not a answer..you simply bring your problem,s with you...try to resolve or ignore your problem,s here..now..while you can...I know it,s pain full...but just do the best you can do...no one can expect more...it may take a bit of time...but the table,s will turn ....trust me.               p.s. ....ever heard that saying....what go,s around ..come,s around.?.....this is a great truth!...good luck!

Answer 4

Sweetie, you are depressed and have every reason to be.  Tell your folks, and get on some Meds or talk to a therapist.  Nothing wrong with it..everyone should get into therapy for one reason or another.  Sometimes that is all takes..ssomeone to listen to you..get it out.  To a person that will be unbiased.  If your parents aren't getting along...I know they don't have time for you...miserable in their own sh**.  Good luck..just get it out of you...talk!!  HUGS!!

Also, remember you are in a tough age..rel hard not to get depressed...hormones raging, body changing..etc..a confusing time.

Answer 5

oh, pray to God and try to see the positive side in everything to think is miserable..

ask help to God to overcome such problems like this.