i'm 14 and i started 8th grade yesterday and the first day was great. but today was pretty much horrible and i thought this year would be the best yet, but i can tell its not going to be so great. in my math class i met this new girl who is like exactly like me [not litterally] like style & all our hobbies, etc. but she is only in my one class, and she already has a TON of friends & me & her call each other best friends but it dosent seem like that; all the ppl shes friends w/ are either ppl i dont know & they dont wanna get to know me, or people i just dont like, and dont get along with. i dont care WHO she is friends with, but its like she has so much more fun w/ them && i feel so left out and like im an annoying tag along when im w/ them.
all my life when i've been w/ groups of people or friends i've ALWAYS felt left out or like an annoying invisible tag a long.
im soooo glad i met this girl cause we both know were gonna be great friends, but i dont wanna be left out all the time.
and also i dont get along w/ over half the people in my school, either they dont know me, & dont wanna get to know me, or they dont like me, & i dont like them.
i have alot of friends, but we dont really have any classes, or anything in common w/ each other and i would rather have 5 super close friends than 20 ones that i dont even know why im friends w/ them/
what should i do??
im tired of being left out when im in a group, how do i stop that w/out being annoying, and how do i stop being left out & make some ppl like me or get to know me & me get to know more ppl.
im not some weirdo at all or anything. the close friends i DO have say im awesome & anyone who dosent know me or like me hasnt started living yet.
but idk
i want my last year of middle school to be awesome, before going to high school where it will probably be HARDER to find close friends
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