ok, i met this man through work. When i first saw him i didn't think anything of him. I went to dinner with him that night and a couple of other people that went to the show, he didn't have a wedding band so i assumed he wasn't married but i still didn't think anything of it. the next day i had to call him to coordinate somethings for the show and he afford to take me to lunch, i went to lunch with him and a mutual client of ours, that's when i found out that he was married with 2 kids. That same day him and our mutual client went to the shower and they afford to take me to dinner again. (our client is a very good friend of both) so i didn't hesitate to say yes. Saturday 2 days after i met him i caught myself texting him with Good morning, but it didn't hit me at the moment that i was starting to get interested in him, that day he went to the show again and ask to take me to dinner but this time it was just going to be us 2, i made the huge mistake of going. We talked about each other a lot and we stayed talking til like 2 inmorningn that day, i thought to myselfdoesn'tt he have a wife to be with so i asked him, your wifedoesn'tt mind you being out so late without her and his answer was just no. sunday i went to the show again cause i had to coordinate everything and he texted me telling me that he was sorry but hewasn'tt going to be able to make it but if there was anyway that i can have breakfast with him on Monday. i told him it was ok, we went to breakfast on monday and he told me that he was really confused because he had feelings for me, my reaction was suprise but i didnt want to tell him that i somewhat felt the same way. later on that day i found out from other sources that him and his wife werent doing too good and they havent slept in the same bed for 3 months, 2 days later he left his house to be with me. We started seeing each other and unfornately i feel in love with him. i know that he feels really strong for me but he has yet to start the process of a divorce he tells me that he doesnt want to lose his kids and that he his scared that she might take them away from her. he is in a really tough situation and i try my best to understand. but i dont know what else to do, i do love him and i know that he cares about me a lot but sometime i question if he loves me cause if he really wanted to be with me, he would get a divorce and fight for his kids.
Can someone please give me some advice?
the situation is really complicate and i always pictured love being a fairy tale but it has been a total nightmare for me.
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