My friend Austin recently told me that he was talking to some people who thought I was stuck-up.
I don't think I am at all, but it really terrifies me when someone I don't know that well say hi to me. Most of the time, it's in a mocking and degrading way, but maybe they don't mean to be like that.
I've tried to say things like, "Oh, hi!" and be bright and sunny, but I always get scared and end up stuttering something unintelligible.
When I walk down the hall, people avoid meeting my eyes, and roll their eyes and sigh when they're assigned to sit next to me in class or partner with me in gym.
I do have friends, but none of them are in classes of mine. I'm not sure what to do when I'm not with my friends, because I get so freaked out by other people in my school. Those people steal confidence...the boys are the worst. I used to wear skirts and shorts and tank tops in the summer and all, but now I can't because I'm too fat for them and I like to avoid being made fun of as much as possible.
So, how do I make myself seem less stuck-up to people and get them to stop poking fun at me?
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