Ok so today I just woke up and didn't feel like doing anything. Lately, I've been in a real sour mood, just not feeling like doing anything, lost all motivation. I just have not been myself. I have not been feeling well and I feel like staying inside on a nice day. I have had a thought or two of hurting myself (only to cause like a broken leg or get stiches, not kill myself). My sleeping patterns have been off and I have been eating food that is really bad for you, nothing really that healthy. I'm always just kinda annoyed. I don't know why this is happening. I just wake up and am in a really bad mood. I think I'm depressed. What can I do?
And tonight, I am drinking liquor. I am only 15 and the legal age is 21. I am not supposed to drink but I am doing it anyway. I also found some cigarettes in the house. I smoked about 2 of them today. I just have not been my self the last few weeks. I have not really felt good. Whats wrong with me?
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