I'm depressed... please help me!?

Question

I've been depressed for quite a while. I've been seeing a counselor, but it only helps me for a while. My mom says I have an ulcer in my stomach from worrying too much. I feel really awful.

Lately I've been feeling very suicidal. I was going to commit suicide before but my best friend talked me out of it.

Whenever I try to tell my mom how i feel, she just says its because I haven't been getting enough sleep. And I have been losing sleep over this. But even when I do get enough, the feelings come back.

My mom yells at me a lot, and she says I complain too much. but I feel so bad, I really do feel like hurting myself. This goes off and on.

I don't think I can take this much longer. What do I do? how do I explain this too my mom? I 'm not sure if she would actually believe me. And the counselor said if i said something like that, it would be reported. My mom says that means I would be hospitalized.

I can't take it anymore. I hate myself for everything. Somebody, please help me!

Answer 1

ONE MILLION DOLLARS says you're a preeteen or very early teen.

Don't worry, everyone gets depressed for no reason right around then.  It will pass, just don't do anything stupid in the process. Learn to look at the good in your life and to be grateful for it.  Write in a journal.

Answer 2

depression runs in my family and many teens get confused when going through body changes because you hormons make you feel that way....trying taking some anti-depressants

tell your mom you think that will help or tell your consuler, try that and see what happens

Answer 3

What is it that you're so depressed about?

Answer 4

Okay.. heres the thing. I know life seems hard, trust me.. i have been through it all.. for me.. i thought i would never find a boyfriend because i was overweight.. and not as pretty as everyone else. I wanted to hurt myself as well. But i realized that suicide isnt the way out. Its just an option that we are all given.. and even though it seems like the best way.. you have so much to live for. I promise. You are going to meet someone and be so happy. Dont let this tiny obstacle make you miss out on your life.

Good luck (:  

Answer 5

you need to learn about God. Listen to the Quran recited in the Arabic, and you'll hear God speaking to you.

This will cure your depression. You'll literally hear the words of God and its so beautiful it'll make u cry

go on youtube type "SURAH AL RAHMAN" and try to find the one by MUHAMMAD AL LUHADDYIN.

Even if ur a Christian! Listen to the Quran, you wont be depressed girl. It's GOD ALMIGHTY's words! It will cure your depression.

Listen to God's LITERAL WORDS babe. The Bible was God's word but it got tampered with.

Thats why God gave us the QURAN, to give his ORIGINAL WORD back to us. Just watch this video and read along the subtitles. This will make you 100% powerful and stronger girl, trust me.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c3q29pvDk...    

its so beautiful it leads people to cry ...

kirasasukeme (1 month ago) Show Hide ما شاء الله im about to cry

Its so beautiful itll make u cry.

Answer 6

How old are you Stormy?  When I was in my late teens and early twenties I struggled with eatting problems, drug use, cutting, and suicidal tendencies.  Going to church only made these feelings worse and talking to friends didn't help either.  Write, write until your fingers fall off.  Talk, like you are now, to people who are not here to judge and ridicul you.  And know there is a really good reason you are on this planet.  You are looking for answers that may take you years to find.  You owe it to yourself, give yourself a chance to get to know the great person you are.  Smile even when it hurts the most!  Remember, everyone goes through a low part in their lives, and in my opinion, its  best to get it over with early so you have the rest of your life to look forward to.  If none of this helped and you feel you will hurt yourself please don't be afraid to get help.  Don't let these feelings define who you are.  My counselor told me to find a box and put in it things that make me smile; photographs, songs, quotes, etc. She said to open it and look inside when you feel low.  Paint your toe nails!  Do something so silly and outragous you have to laugh outloud.  Learn to laugh at yourself.  Find something to occupy your time so you quit thinking about yourself.  Go volenteer at a soup kitchen, retirement home, or with mentally or physically handycapped people.  They would appreciate you more than you will ever know.  You have to force yourself to be unconfortable until you are confortable.  And know your mother is worried about you, she just doesn't completely understand the depth of your pain.  Be strong you will get through this in time.

Answer 7

i feel the exact same way as u! well i did when i lived with my dad. and my boyfriend (at the time) told me to just cut. it makes things better... so i cut 24/7 and it made things worse.. so then his mom got me counceling. and that didnt help at all.. so then i went and did drugs. which didnt help. so then i went and found a different boyfreind. who was 17 (im 13). and he helped me alot..

then he took me to a thereipist and they gave me this medicine and it helped me sooo much.

ask your mom if u can go to a therepist. thats what helped me and my ex boyfriend!! but dont cut or do drugs.. it doesnt help at all