I don't know where my life is leading right now.
When I was younger, about 10? I was in primary school and life seemed to drift by much more easily.
Now i've just finished my gcse's and im expecting stuff like b-c's, I know its not bad, but it feels i dont have a 'grip' on my life anymore..
I want a job, but I cant get one...its like im lacking in confidence in everything
when I try to picture my future, it just seems a blur..
should I just go along with it?
I know you all think, bah just another complaining douche..
but, it doesnt feel like that, I cant explan my feelings.
it feels like im a loser, destined to be a down and out,
**** job, **** life.
I don't want it to be like that.
sometimes I want to push myself but just cant, I get a feeling of helplessness and just let things go as they affect my badly and I dont mind but in the long run I will
sorry im just wasting your time
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