I decided to stop trying to become a professional dancer and am having an awful time coping. I'm depressed and feel like my right arm was cut off. I've lived in NY for 10 years taking countless classes and auditioning but never got picked for any shows or companies.
I tried leaving the city for a year to start a new life working 9-5, volunteering in the local theatre and opening a new chapter in my life. That didn't work out for several reasons so I moved back to NY.
Being here again w/o dance in my life is killing me. I'm not able to hold down a job, feel lost and don't know how to make things better.
I attempted teaching class but didn't enjoy it at all.
Dance was my life, my breath, my soul.
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