I'm having a lot of serious problems to face at the moment and i feel like derz no more fuel left in da tank?

Question

i mean...i cant take it anymore....how much can a 19 year old take? God's so unfair( i dont believe in him, i'm an athiest)...i've been so drained out mentally for the last two years, being a victim of my own wrong deeds and no doubt...i deserve this...but, i'm too weak to carry on now....i cant find any friends...and my parents hate me...they want me to die...and...no one likes me...and i totally agree that i brought it on myself and i only have myself to blame for all this h**l...but, i seem to have a half chance at the moment and i know i have to grab it with both hands or else...i'll b a real loser which i think i am at the moment..

i need some one who can support me coz i've got no friends and my family hates me as well...i know...i deserve to burn in h**l but, i need 1 last chance to get back on track...i have wasted all my chances and i'm not sure if i can get 1 more chance...but, i cant do it alone...no...i have tried doing so, but, i realized that i no longer can...if some1 is willing to help me, i'll disclose the problems in detail...i really dont know what to do...

Answer 1

Ping me on messenger... will try to help you to my best.

Answer 2

Hi there, I feel sad that you feel like this. I have felt like this at one point in my life, so just hang in there. Things will get better. I ca help you if you want but I think you might need to speak to someone who is a professional counsellor  

Answer 3

At 19, and suffering from last two years and that all is because of you only as per your language than you have one option....

You have atleast 51 more years to solve or delete this 19 years from your deeds, start changing your self from this second........your family wants you to die than START LIVING FOR THEM ONLY.........(this is difficult).....leave all your so called dream and live only for them & see the difference that living for others is much more worth than doing all the stuffs for OWN

And help your self, no need to open up your faults in-front of any one, enjoy it in isolation and cry for that but dont blame all the time your self, each & every individual does ghasty mistakes in life and still world is full of population

Understanding mistake is it self means you have changed a bit and now not willing to do such thing in future so enjoy chanege & leave for those whom you have "HURTED THE MOST"

Answer 4

you can ping me on messenger at [e-mail] or call me.