Since my mother died a few weeks ago, I've been having terrifying nightmares. Dreams about my son being euthanized like a dog, my father being alive and dying all over again, being trapped in an expanding house, people chasing me and trying to stab me. But last night was the scariest of all--I had a "waking dream", almost like a hallucination. I was so afraid I made myself wake up, and I was looking at my clock and the walls, I was tossing around in the bed...but the dream was still happening! I had to get up and walk through my house and find my husband and talk to him, but even then I still felt like I was "seeing" the dream, like on a screen, like it was just beyond what was real and in front of me. This has only happened once before, when I was on a drug that's side effects were possible hallucinations, but that was a long time ago. I haven't had a med change in quite some time. Has this ever happened to you? Should I wait it out or should I seek some kind of help?
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