my boyfriend and i have been together for 15 months now and we really really love each other . but before me , his ex girlfriend and him have done A LOT of things .. and i guess i sometimes feel jealous since she is really really pretty ..
he tells me not to worry about the outside because what matters is on the inside . he says that his ex girlfriend was really pretty on the outside , but had a really nasty interior which is why when he met me he broke up with her .. i'm not saying i'm ugly , but she IS prettier .. and skinnier (around 105 lbs whereas i'm 120) .. i think i'm going crazy ..
i already know that i should be satisfied with myself (and i was until i met her) but when i saw how she looked on myspace , i was shocked because she was absolutely beautiful . at least in my eyes . my friends and relatives say she's pretty at some special angles and not when its a casual picture . doesn't really help me =(
what should i do .. i know i shouldn't stress out over it , but i feel that if i'm not pretty enough (like her) then i dont deserve to be with him ..
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