I'm not a bad person,so whats wrong with me?.but i am worried deep down i may be.?

Question

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RaC5boZ3BUE

you see it makes me sick if i read about child abuse or murder(or any bad stuff really).

but i watched this vido...(see the link for abit,clips taken from the movie you see)and i feel myself getting hard and i get digusted with myself.

i dont have any links to the actual video as its too upsetting(i think it is but yet i watch it from time to time).anyway the video is in 2 halfs and too long anyway.

Answer 1

if you're getting aroused by what you see, you have a problem with  your subconscious.  While you outwardly profess to be disgusted by something, as a means to be considered acceptable in society, the fact that your d**k is getting hard, would tell me you're finding pleasure in doing things that are appealing to you.

Think of it like when you look at certain people, you become sexually stimulated.  For some it's boys, others it's girls in some form of being naked, or in p**n shows.  But raping someone wouldn't do it for me.