I hate the feeling of tears burning behind my eyes
and i'm fed up with this. honestly, some people are so low. complete scum. and yet, i still let them walk all over me. why do i let people use me? maybe its because i'm to weak to do anything about it. god dammit. whats wrong with me? and then i turn around like they did nothing wrong, like they deserve my respect and i laugh it all off. i act like nothings wrong. can somebody shoot me or something, because this is no longer under control. i'm breaking, and nobody see's it. this isnt good, i can't do this any more. i can't handle being alone, and if i'm not the one who's gonna stand up for me.. who is? what are my options here? because i dont see very many.
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