My boyfriend (22) and I (19) is currently staying together. At first, our relationship was going great until I couldn't have everything my way or things changed. I started getting angry and irritated a lot. I would pick on him over the smallest thing possible. It sometimes lead to fights. The bad part about it is that he has an anger problem. Now things have gotten worst for me. I sleep too much, and sometimes I can't fall asleep. When he makes me upset, I be wanting to kill him or myself thinking it would make things better. I try not to think these things but I just can't help myself. Now it has gone to far because when I think these things, I get weird feelings in my hands. It's a strong feeling that makes me wanna do something I shouldn't do. Now I think I need help but how will they help me if others can not. Please, I need some answers. I'm too young to be under depression. And it's hard because I'm starting school soon and I think it will be hard for me to concentrate.
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