I'm terrified of getting cut by scissors, or impaled by knives, falling from a tall building etc. Often if I see a sharp object, a picture of myself being cut by it flashes through my mind.
The problem is that it makes me want to cut myself/fall etc to sort of "get it over with".
I'm wondering if other people feel like this too, and what the best course of action would be? psychiatric help? meds? (yuck)
I am NOT depressed by the way, nor do I get any enjoyment/attention from hurting myself.
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