Tomorrow is my middle school orientation, and I'm so nervous! All of my friends are on my team [my school is split into two teams, since we got a lot of kids] and I got one of my best friends in homeroom, but I'm in this whole drama thing, and there's no escaping! I just want to be on everyone's good side, since I'm going to s***w something up sooner or later, I just know it! The butterflies in my stomach are having seizures, and I think I might cry. I can't even open a lock for a locker yet, and I'm a complete doofus in SMART classes. Well, everyone but my report card agrees with that. I feel like a minnow in the Pacific Ocean, in a whole new world, and totally lost. Everything's going to be new and confusing, and I'm so worried I might do something wrong, and have all 500 kids turn against me. I've got a lot of friends, but my friends will always believe in me, and be on my side. What about the other hundreds of kids? I'm trying to be confident, but it's too hard. My sister said not to worry, since she's in 8th grade, but I can't trust her completely. I have no idea what to do, I think I might go nuts! =[
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