I'm so tired of life...?

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I'm so tired of life...?

I don't know what to do anymore. I don't think I can take it anymore. I just don't want to live. All my life I've felt misunderstood. I've been depressed since I was 11 or 12 and now I'm 20. I've tried therapy but it doesn't work for me. I've been in the hospital twice because I was contemplating suicide. Although i am about to graduate college, I feel like I have wasted my time because I don't know what I want to do and I don't know if I want to pursue what I have studied (psychology). I don't even think I want to finish school because I just don't think I can do it anymore. I feel like a failure and that I have let my parents down... I just want to end it all. No one really understands me and I am tired of it. I don't want to give up... I was thinking of going into the field of technical writing but i don't think my parents will support me and I don't really know if this field will help me be secure financially...

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I am trying to maintain my sanity but its hard.... I just want to run away from it all...

Answer 1

hmm...psychology.

i am not certain what your question is, considering it is not direct, but i personally do not believe you can escape life; maybe you can escape life here, but just because you are not here does not mean you can not be else where.