I am like crying right now,
My best friend's brother has been trying to get with me for about 3 years now. Last week he tried force me to have s*x with him.and i refused. He started spreading horrible horrible rummors that I gave him head and i had s*x with him and that i slept around a lot.
My best friend got FURIOUS because she belived him and she and 3 other girls threw me to the ground, kicked my head, pulled my extensions out, stole my ipod, cell phone and money.
WHY ARE PEOPLE SO MEAN??!!!
and I have just been HATING my life lately.=[
So many girls hate me so much that i stopped going to school in my freshmen year and when i finally started homeschooling, i was and i still am SO behind in my school work
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I have like... NO FAMILY, the only one i have here in the u.s is my ignorant mom who's never home.
I was sexually abused by my dad untill he abandoned me my mom when i was 13.
I have the lowest self esteem
I live in a really bad neighborhood with the most PERVERTED guys.
I just feel horrible and now i lost A LOT of friends. Every one thinks im a snitch now because i reported my ex best friend and now she is locked up. So all my ex- friends are most likley going to hurt me
I can't take it anymore, i feel like c**p!!
My mom has been talking about sending me to a residential facility thing so i can live there instead, does anyone know how its like to live there? and do they really make people feel better?
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