I was born with a rear condition where I was born without a uterus. I was told in my teens that I had to healthy ovaries. Last year I married my childhood sweetheart. I knew we needed a surrogate. I'm now 32 years old. On Mother's Day my husbands cousin told us she wanted to be our surrogate. She had three children of her own already. We where overjoyed. Mainly because we didn't have the financial means to pay a surrogate. We went to an RE that treated me as a teen. She began me on IVF treatment, and began my surrogate on treatment to prepare her uterus. Everything was on track till my ovaries would not respond to the follistim. My cycle was cancelled two weeks ago. The fear now is I my have Premature Ovaries Failure. My RE isn't sure, and has me on low doses of estrogen. I was devastated. I spent most of my adult life try to accept God's will that I would never carry, but now there is a chance I will never have my own biological children. It hurts so bad. It's like they opened open an old cut for me. My husband does want to even discuss us using a donor egg because he feels we need to handle everything one step at a time. I need a plan B because if my RE says I have POF & I don't have a plan B I may loss it for real.
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