I'm suicidal...please help!?

Question

I am 23 and live with my mom who is a raging bi**h and makes my life a living h**l... I have a daughter and I heard that if i go to a doctor about my suicidal thoughts they'll send a social worker to my house and possibly take my daughter away....

ive been feeling these feelings for about 10 years now and i never had to courage to actually do it....now all i need to do is get money to find a gun to shoot myself....please help and use constructive criticism...

Answer 1

Well of course you need to move out already. I mean, you are 23 as you say, you say your mother is making your life miserable. I honestly think she's thinking the same thing. You really need to move out and take your daughter with you.

But just think about your daughter. She'll be totally affected by this and this will stay in her mind forever. She will start blaming herself for your death and never forgive herself. She will most likely go into depression and then possibly SHE will think of suicide too. You don't want that to happen do you? You need to get your act together and your thoughts straight. You need to find a job and get on with your life.

Hope this helped in some way or another!

By the way, no hard feelings. I'm just trying to help. :)

EDIT: Ok, so you have a job. I'm sorry about your husband..do you have any other relatives you can live with? Any siblings or cousins? Friends? Anybody to help you set your life straight and on the right path?

Answer 2

"i'm looking at you through the glass

i don't know how much time has passed

all i know is that it feels like forever

but no one ever tells you that forever feels like home

sitting all alone inside your head."

Answer 3

I really think you should think about talking to psychiatrist, they can probably help you get through your issues one by one. If you cant afford that you should probably go to a doctor anyway because losing your daughter for a short period of time and getting help is better than losing your daughter in the long run. If your still skeptical about that, then call a friend or talk to some through the phone. there are probably suicide hot lines that you can call, just look them up. Life is worth living, and you should start living it by getting rid of all the bad influences in ur life. I'm sure your daughter would love to see her mom at her graduation and her wedding, so if anything, think about the consequences that your daughter  has to deal with if you do commit suicide. I wish you the best of luck, know that there is help out there :D

take care  

Answer 4

Ok you dont want your daughter taken away but you want to kill yourself? wtf chick. if you do that your daughter will develop severe psychological issues and never see you again. you need help. and plus your 23 dont you have a job? why dont you try moving out of the house already? im 18 and im already bout to move out of the house..

lol i like a little roughness and hostility XD why dont you try looking up places? i know where i live there are places that take people with low income to live in apartments so you can at least get out of the house and also, get yo child support

Answer 5

It's completely normal to feel that way. Life isn't fair, and it certainly isn't nice.  But, don't let the world tear you down.  You just got to keep repeating to yourself that you are worth it, h**l, you're awesome and nothing's going to bring you down.  

Answer 6

You did not give enough information about your life situation to allow a thorough answer. Is moving out of your mom's house an option? Is there a father/husband in the picture? Do you realize how selfish it would be to kill yourself and leave your daughter alone to fight the world? A ship at sea for many years picks up thousands of barnacles that attach themselves to the bottom of the ship and eventually weigh it down, becoming a threat to its safety. Such a ship ultimately needs its barnacles removed, and the least expensive and easiest way is for the ship to harbor in a freshwater port, free of salt water. Soon the barnacles become loose on their own and fall off. The ship is then able to return to sea, relieved of its burden. You are carrying around barnacles in the form of mistakes, regrets, and pain from the past. Perhaps you need to allow yourself to soak in fresh water for a while.

Answer 7

You said the word suicide, so now dial 1.800.SUICIDE (784-2433).