I'm terrified to go back to sleep!?

Question

When i started high school i became really close with two of my friends, Justin and Owen. But Owen is going to RI this year for college (we live in MA) and even though my other friend, Justin, is going to a college closer to where I'll be able to see him every weekend, but something recently happened that makes his parents not want him to hang out with me because of my parents.

Ever since then, I've been having the same dream where we're at school, and everyone is leaving to go home, and I'm waiting for them to come up the stairs, but they never do so i walk outside to see if they're at their cars because one of them always gave me a ride home. So i walk outside and all of a sudden, I'm on a back road in the middle of the woods. I recognize it as the road behind the school and i can hear the buses leaving so i run down the road terrified for some reason and then i find myself in a sand and gravel and next to a highway.

Answer 1

They don't have future implications, they just show that you are sad , lonely and terrified to be left alone when they both leave. Find a way to talk with Justin, his folks may be around when you talk, or find a way to persuade his parents that you are not guilty of whatever your parents did. What are you going to be doing when they both leave? Are you going to a college too? You are just terrified that an era in your life is about to close and you may never see them again. You can still talk in msn. but of course it will not be the same.Take their phone numbers, internet adresses, home adresses and hopefully you will find a way to continue your relationship with them. In the mean time, find activities that will keep you away from thinking all the time.

Answer 2

get drunk,

sleep easyer lol

Answer 3

I think you need to speak to both individuals - talking openly about dreams can usually help you get perspective and get over dreams.  More importantly however, is the issue of not being able to speak with your friend - I think this is where the problem is coming from.  I know you never mentioned the issue, but clearly it must be pretty heavy or else you would have told why you can no longer speak to them.  In that sense, because you feel like you can't speak to your friend, you feel as if you're left all alone, and fear never seeing them again - which may be very possible if you don't resolve the issue. Clearly both friends were great supports.  You have to speak to them both, even the parents is necessary.  I think that's the only way to overcome these dreams, aside from just not caring about your friends, but let's be realistic.