First off I'm not a psychopath, i've never had any of these thoughts in a conscious state nor could I imagine myself doing so.
This really happened:
Before I went to bed last night I had a quick look on facebook and I had a friend request, it was a girl who I knew from secondary school. She was the girl that everyone had a crush on, but she was always particually nice to me. So I accepted her and said hi, I thought nothing of it. Then I went to bed.
This I dreamt:
I walked up to a house on a incline, and broke open the door and a load of pink stuff flew out (they made the same noise and looked like the ammuntion of the needler in halo (if you know what that is)). I snuck into the house keeping to the shadows, and I quietly killed her parents. I then walked up some stairs to her room and, and stabbed her. But when she was dying, I said something along the lines of "I'm sorry, you're too good for this world". She was wearing some one piece or something, and I took that off only to find that she'd turned into a ragdoll.
I heard somone come into the house, so I snuck back downstairs and waited in the shadows. It was my mother and she knew I was there, she started saying a sentance and before she could finish I stabbed her in the back and front of her neck using a pair of scissors that can split into two. She stopped speaking for a bit, and then finished her sentence and died. ...at this point I woke up.
This has really freaked me out because im very level headed. I don't normally remember anything about my dreams, but this one was particually lucid.
If it helps; I don't think im angry at my mother, I havent seen this girl for about two years, I've never met her parents, and I have a girlfriend who im mad about and I dont have eyes for anyone else.
Thanks for any help.
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