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okay i really need help and I need it soon because im going crazy and I don’t know what to do first off im almost 16 and a boy in the 11 grade and I don’t know if im g*y bi straight curios or whatever the first time I looked at a boy was in the 9th grade when I sent the entire football game watching the male cheerleader on the team and then I had health class and somehow I got curious and started watching p**n I watched normal videos at first but then like after 3 days I started watching g*y p**n and it was much more interesting I watched it for like my entire 9th grade yea and every time I masturbated I though of guys I quit in tenth grade but still found myself looking at a few guys just like 2 or 3 and I tried to convince myself I was normal but this summer I stated listing to like emo type music online like panic at the disco fall out boy Hawthorne heights and other stuff and I saw pictures of the 2 boy lead singers form panic kissing Ryan and Brendon and I loved it and though it was amazing and then I looked at pictures of like normal emo guys and though they were the hottest thing ever I started shaving to this summer and I shave my top legs above the knees my armpits my crotch and my arms and stomach and I went on vacation to new York and ended up telling my cousin who is my best friend since like broth 9hes a big jock kind of guy who plays like 30 sports) that I was g*y and I don’t know why but I did and know that school has started its even worse I cant walk down the hall without constantly looking at guys and asking myself if there hot and in my second block I have this hot like emo/skater dude sitting across the aisle and I can barely move because im nervous and I hate it its so annoying but see at the same time there is this girl on my bus that I can look at and be like she is a little hot but I would think I would rather have a guy anyway im so confused anyway just some extra stuff I like the Jonas brothers I started wearing pants all the time and I wish like all the time that I could wear like skinny jeans and eyeliner and stuff sometimes I am so sure im g*y but then ill think maybe im bi and then ill see the girl on the bus and be like she’s a little hot and think maybe im not g*y but it confuses me plzzzzzzzzz help me i need to know and plzzzz don’t make and stupid comments they kind of hurt
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