my parents have been fighting over the smallest things since who knows before i was even born!
my dad is kind of the person who doesnt know what he loves [except for books] and wants to do. he's 42/43/44 [idk how old =S!!] and he doesnt have a stable job, i mean like a permanent job.
he had a good job in the Philippines but we moved to Australia [again] in 2006. And ever since, he's never gotten a job he likes or doesnt even bother to.
I feel very sorry for my mum bcos she pays when my dad has to take classes like aged care stuff, etc. And when he's so stressed about it he blames my mum that shes pressuring him to do things that he cant do [he cant drive, hes been learning since last year and hasnt even gotten freaking P's!!! and its been 6-8 months already, whilst my mum has only learned since may or so and is nearly getting her P's]
they always fight and when i was like 8-10 i always cried
but now, i dont cry, and i dont care [except for my mum], im not like the other kids who get affected by family problems.
why is this besides me probably being used to this fight.
but im so sick of the shitttt my dad gives my mum,
i want us to seperate [my mum does too]
how though, we dont have loads of money to get a divorce or you knoww, and im just scared if they seperate my dad would go nuts [bcos he's got bad OCD, etc.] and he cant even cook proper food for himself or help do the ironing, just bcos his studying is 'stressing'
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