im 15 yrs old n i hav this close guy friend. he gets depressed a lot and has been cutting himself for a few years. when he gets really depressed he rings me up to talk about it. he says he has nothing to live for etc, and i just let him talk to me.
he says that im all he has and im the only thing keeping him alive. im really cool with being his friend, but hes really really possessive. he says that he'll cut himself etc if i get with another guy, and im scared he might do worse. if i get too close to another guy he'll try n pick a fight with him.
once i was talking to some other guys, i wasnt flirting and he was there with them, but i wasnt talking directly to him. he sed if that will happen again he'll jump of a building.
he skips school, gets drunk at like 1am, walks out on his parents n sleeps at the park or friends house and tries to pick fights. I care about this guy a lot but im scared of getting too attached and dragged into all of this. already im feeling the effects, im feeling more depressed and im starting to hang out with the wrong people.
i just feel really stuck, like i cant move anywhere, and i cant see a way out without hurting him and maybe making him do something stupid. im scared of doing anything that'll upset him coz i dont want him to hurt himself.
he says that his life seems to work out fine when things are good between us, so i feel responsible for his well being. All these things are making me feel really stuck with no way out.
if you can give me any advice, either to help me, or help me convince him not to kill himself i would deeply appreciate it.
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