its 2 years since we got married. it was an arranged *** love marriagemy husband is a divorcee with two kids. (his first wife left the children and went with someone.for him 12 years of marriage life was a tragedy with his exwife. she cheated him. but her fate her boyfriend left her and she got the punishment.he suffered a lot in his previous life) i love and believe him very much and so does he. he is very much liked by everyone even a newcomer falls in his talk and becomes a friend. sometimes i dont like him too much friendly with the girls, not every girl, but some selected ones. i feel very disturbed and in my mind i ask a lot of questions for which i get confused and tensed. i console myself saying that i should not think negatively, but all in vain, i get tensed, disturbed all my works goes upside down. my husband directly finds out from my face that i am mood off, but as i am tensed that our relationship may have problem i try to hide the problems and lies to him some other matters. my husband often takes me out, he is like a good friend to me. i have even talked to him about this, he laughed at me, he told me talking to a girl does not mean having an affair. he told dont confuse yourself by thinking all these things. i beleive him a lot, but i feel scared . i dont know whats happening to me. after office he is always at home, never leaves us alone in the house. but i dont know what is happening to me
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