We suffer all individually in our lives, to know that when we die we will all become one.
We will lose our sense of self 'ego' and become one as a global consciousness.
Just think that my entire life of mysery for any gian for myself is a waste of time and will altimatily give me nothing.
Just think that anything you have done for anyone else is also a waste of time, for they will have no sense of self either.
We will all be one.
So I realized that life is a waste of time, because I suffer this dreadful life and get nowhere to be rewarded with altimate non-existance for the effort.
It would have been better that I was never born.
So I may as well end the mysery.
I am either going to stop taking my medication for my heart problem, or I am going to die from heat stroke in a bath of hot water; with the soul intension of commiting suicide.
If I have no chioce about becoming one, once I do I will forget I ever did suffer much quicker if I kill myself now.
Snow Man
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