Long story short...
I am married, so is he. I have children, so does he. We are both in marriages that we are extremely unhappy with. We met and started seeing each other 2 months ago. So, I suppose this is what an affair is? This is a first for me. About 4 weeks ago, I found out I was pregnant and just last week had a miscarriage. During this time, it forced us to re-think what we are doing. If he leaves his wife, he will be ruined financially. If I leave, I will be uprooting my kids. Still yet, after all of the emotions, tears and anger I decided last week that we just needed to stop seeing each other. (against what my heart was telling me) He still calls and comes around. I miss him when I am away. I look forward to his phone calls. We both have said a million times "I wish things were different"
WHY does something so wrong feel so right? Should I continue this relationship? It is important to say that my husband and I have been married for 6 years and have split up twice before. We have grown apart and are pretty much roomates who share kids and bills.
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