I am looking for info on Borderline Personality Disorder from people with it.?

Question

I am looking for info on Borderline Personality Disorder from people with it.?

Answer 1

a very hard illness to cope with, one minute your high, the next your low,  angry , extremely sad and despairing the next, all in the space of an hour , very low self worth, difficulty in controling impulses ,  black and white thinking , either somethings all good or all bad , paranoia persecutory type,  extreme anxiety insecurity,  bad self image.  its a nightmare to cope with , i lived with it for 16 years now.

Answer 2

i have it. what specifically do you want to know? that i can't hold ANY relationship because i ruin it and don't seem to learn from my mistakes the next time? that i self harm in several different ways for several different reasons-then think "oh ****, i did it again, why can't i stop this?" that i never feel like i am a real person. that my identity is missing, and i will often copy the way people speak or gesture around me. I use manipulations to get attention including suicide threats, but then when i really am suicidal, i am all alone because i threatened so many times.