I am 23 years old, had s*x out of wedlock w/ my boyfriend of 4 months. I was on the pill but was taking antibiotics that I had no idea hinder the pill and got pregnant. My boyfriend didn't love me and left. One minute I feel like I would die for this child and do everything to take care of it. I have a 25K a year job, two and a half years college experience and a very supportive family. I feel that I could emotionally and financially be there for this child even if its on my own.
Then, the next minute the idea of me being a single parent comes crashing down on me. I fear loneliness, and I worry if I'm strong enough for this situation. After all I was not prepared for this. But I also don't know if I could handle the emotional toll of an adoption. I am literally on a rollercoaster here. I am still in touch w/ my ex's parents who are devout Christians and believe that it's in the childs best interest to be in a two parent home w/ parents who are ready.
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